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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Innalillahi wa innailahi rajiun  My spouse, masya Allah, today he got home and gave me a cold shoulder as the day before I very annoyed, and sad in the same time. But I have to be patience, and to calm myself. I tend to run away and try to make a distance with him. But cause when we are near physically but far away in souls I read about it, hajr, tend to 3 days but another opinion said 29 days Ya Rabb, I only depend on You, because being with him is torturing and hurtfully for my soul

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Pecah lagi, selalu dan selalu Our fight start when i planned to go to Bandung for children school registration test I think and prepare for our trip I also talk to him and ask for his advice Our conversation went well in the beginning but why he always mention that i don't have a job, ALWAYS, it annoyed me so much He always said that i didnt productive with my daily and do not anything much I feel 50% he's right and he always remember me about that, to make make worse and angry He suggested me to plan the fastest trip in Bandung because i didn't have much planned in Bandung. Although, i miss my parents and sisters I have been separated with them for more than 1 years Why i have to shorten my planned to stayed in Bandung for about 2 weeks But, i didn't reject his proposal and thinking In Bandung, after my planned almost finished. He ask me to order ticket to Yogya faster, coz i don't have anymore plan While i busy search for my ticket and forgo